Tuesday, 7 June 2011

Effortless









I'm home and I want to show you things I have been doing. Here are some poems I have written.

Peace, Love, Justice, Jews, Edmund Kean, William and other Holidays.

One, two, three,
Aee, Bee, Cee,
Children Raise your arms to me and prey.
For I am dire for you beat beat beat
When will you understand that television is true,
And the wars are going on outside the box,
With the table and chairs and great white boards, you things.
These fingers, ah the simile for dexterity
Eagle spraying it's bombs in celebration
its cee lab orb ate tion
You great children holding action men toward the night sky
and pedestrian crossings stars and stripes.
England listen to your people
When is the bowl going to flow over and remember itself.
Eat it yourself injustice, William was right.
And the sun rose again the next morning and the cats were on the roofs stroking at the moon.



Manana

B
etween the crossing
Lay a carcus, pink of feathers.
As it picked itself up
And lay back down,
Again one fell from the ground.

It bounced and the ground
was solid beneath the recent fall.
I picked up my rifle
my fingers pink in the cold,
A smile for the dying.

It's beak opened and
It was the angle,
that said the most
about aviation.
Between the crossing
it bounced and the ground
was solid beneath the recent fall.




Tired.

About the bum that lay sleeping on the western front
In rival position from the lemonade,
And whore, tattered boldly holding their hands out,
A whisper in the wind through hair,
Whist bible pushers sign
the papers.

'Let's break up!' - and get over the times we hate it
scared from the bold looks scolding
all approaching from the western front.
'Let's make war and pillage the silage heaps from
the Irish troops that left us.'

Let us semantically twist romantically and forget.
We died.
Lets smile to lakes and lie
when now we have probing lights to destroy online.

Let's make love and oh tired tried tested blated
relations gifts at christ mass christ church belched a h a hah aha ha.


A Review of Happiness in the 'Emotional' section of a trashy magazine

He smiles and all too soon we
can realize that he and
everyone in the room is happy.
Happy with the world
happy with dried fruit stealing husband
Happy to give
Happy to contribute to the word-
His smile grows heavier on his face, squinting his eyes.
Happy to laugh in comfort
Laugh at anything painful
"Ghosts out there"
Happy to bite,
Expensive marketing schemes
The trumpets are devine with a thick custard
The gravely voice is happy to say
How happy it is and we should be
-the mans face folds in on itself
and his eyes shut
and his mouth opens
and his happiness comes out in a cry
a weep
a pathetic weep of happiness.
"Cat comes home as Hitler"
Wonderfully happy world
Lightly cracking the
Skulls of sadness.
Put a smile on
Because we must all be happy.
Convenient and happy
Signing with a five star rating
Of anything that requires me
Shock me
Shock me
"Poem shocks to sadness"
The saddest happiness of all.


(Villanelle) - Grandpa is a Razor Clam

Must I grasp this soft, sponge hand?
When outside grass fields wake
and rise like clams when salt washes over sand.

It smells awful as I stand
With a straight back/ beep/ that lines steady shake-
Why must I grasp this soft, sponge hand?

Up and in, the moist lungs struggle to expand
As we disagree about those pills you must take
and rise like clams as salt washes over sand.

Beep, beep, beep, like the metronome so bland,
and how quiet you played the radio. Lake
-lap and grasp this soft sponge hand.

"Ain't nothing but a hound dog, hey Grandpa?"
That poor spine, there is no medicine in this ache
"Don't rise like clams when salt washes over sand

I'll make my own sandwich this time Grandpa.
I'll make it for your wife, Grandmas sake."
Why must I grasp this soft, sponge hand
and rise like clams when salt washes over sand.

More to come soon folks. Some sketches I have been doing are scattered between the poems.



Thursday, 13 January 2011

The Man in the Record shop broke a record...


So it was that perhaps ...

I know a homosexual man in glasses that inspires me allot. He is a dead man and openly so. I had a bath this morning and the howl of the pipes made me think of him. I then thought about if it is a naked man, such as myself (at the time), who is the one that is to be laughed at. I have always see my poetry as a cheap form of such a high art. To perform for me is to be naked and proud, humiliated and secret mocking the listener by dropping in a line I know they will not understand. Not due to superior intellect, which begs how the illogical can seem scientific? Due to personal amorous self hate I strive to pain but for fill, perhaps through the means of S&M and cycling through busy streets.

And so I scowled and ripped off one of my favourite pieces of Poetry ever- Allen Ginsberg's Footnote to Howl


Footnote to Scowl.

Like totally, totally, totally, totally, totally, totally, totally,totally,
Her hands were totally, and her face was totally, her breasts and ass, and cunt was totally.
Crammed in a loud box of ketamin fidgets and totally skinny caramel lattes and that extra topping of cinnamon.

Totally scared, totally Leopold, totally Woolf, totally Virginia tobacco farms and seven pound cigarette packets smoked in a day, totally pimple scratching undergraduate hours, totally smash doors to shout and windows to breath.
Totally fuck and balls and Hoxton square mopeds totally tickets, totally card, totally forgotten and totally reality is not a wine bottle in a cunt or a pig bought for a prized bracelet on Christmas Eve nights on BBC Three or however they spend it up in Essex.

Totally minds worth destroying, totally generate degenerated
youth pink wind holes and Bukoski readership, totally rolled and in drains, totally flat warmed and broken again by an instant photograph I keep under my pillow case for self keeping until the Marrowbie Jukes saved by Indian boys and Vertov films cast a dampener on my investments.

Totally miss, totally sand in toes, totally saw an eldery woman thrown through a gate in my front garden, totally wish I was born to myself, totally a good mother paints, totally Solomon and destoryed la
nguage and internet connections, totally status updates, totally died for no god reason. Totally unholy, totally no room in the Inn,
totally the supernatural extra brilliant intelligent kindness of the soul.








I was going to do a ten year project on what we are told on a single day. So once a year, (perhaps my birthday because it would be yet more pretentious and somehow spiritually symbolic), no? I would get a newspaper (not pay, because if I am going to be talked at and told stories too, it might as well be free, right?) and then read it. So one day a year I would know what was going around me nationally and internationally. Just one day and see, just what differences there are. Slowly the greats I listen to, watch films of, or mock in a voice I do, will slowly die, ( not necessarily a slow death, just the passing of time seems slow). I would have gone to the point of counting each word on each page, the amount of time the word panic or bound was used. I would have cut sections out of pictures, see how many eyes are pointing forward and upwards (not together of coarse), it would have been understanding in context and the conte
nt would have been so unmoved and thus the world it would have been portraying would have been unmoved or caused such confusion.

But I gave up already and read how, once again 'rock and roll' has died, (apparently it was Kings Of Leon's fault, which I protested, merely stating that Ragoo is not really Black Dog or Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, but it still brings a smile on my face, (the smug cunts)), or how 10 years ago Ken Livingston said it would be great to erect a massive 310 metre glass spike shit thing with 44 elevators right in front of St Paul's Cathedral, (but don't worry there will be some office space in there for TFL to spawn and ectoplasm-ate in). I give up and I hold my head held high now saying that if it is a city I wish to live in then it is a city I wish to kill my passions and soul for.





Etgar Karet is an Israeli, multi translated, writer. He is, in my eyes the best short story writer since Edgar Allen Poe. This is a film based on one of his ideas.



Shall I leave it there? Okay.